Miqsh

Loneliness my painful friend leeching away on my e  m  o  t  i  o  n  s I need you the tool of insanity to find me and abandon me Internalizing your GREED to control me I find us BURNING each other Never to hesitate to >S>T>R>I>K>E me s u p e r f l u o u s l y and p.r.e.c.i.s.e Twisting me in knots when you caress me and p-u-l-l me to tears I despise you but need you to complete me in darkness

A heart nourished with your memories and a mind filled with your emotions instills me with supreme gratitude for choosing me to share yourself. A garden of plans to cultivate our little sprouts stands waiting for our touch to become our extensions. I want to cherish a galaxy of experiences to breathe life into our photographs. Are you ready as usual? with your cute and mischievous grin. Or with the ample ammunition of stories that fuel our banter. So let's entwine our hearts to write our novel that captures our souls and memories hereafter.

Poison glinting and seething with bittersweet scars Refusing to listen to reason and conscience Feeding on denial and lies to see me bleeding through a smile I have surrendered but you may not have all of me. Because you fed only part of what I gave up to you. The remains are safe within the precious grasp of my light A light which you even dreamed to touch will breath your destruction Find me before I find the darkness within me.

You have seen me blank lonely deranged & helpless My weapons lay scattered and shrivelled. Hope is a myth written all over them. Pain exudes through my veins of regret. Dreams of a castle of glass shatter inside. Closing my eyes I sigh and perish.

This is my last pitch on the battlefield to defeat me. Bringing down my typhoons by believing in you. Where we journey through untested waters, with the last glowing remains of me. Are we breathing to float? or are we breathing to become free? Liberation will exude us .. but it comes with trading with patience, trust and belief. You m e l t e d my heart into the last form of salvation. I will treasure these embers in my soul, to find you the phoenix I wish you to be. Maybe my words can't outshine your BRILLIANCE but I will cough and crawl to my last bit of existence, to shoulder the flower in you. I can carve your smile into my n i